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Call Me Ishmael

by Tom Ciurczak

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Guys Like Me 04:46
GUYS LIKE ME Intro Guys like me are hard to find Won’t be hanging around this dirty little town forever Guys like me are hard to find But we can find you baby any time Verse 1 I was sitting at the bus stop Watching all the rust stop As another greyhound got away She was sipping on a soda pop Wearing a low-cut halter top Carrying a suitcase that says “Jesus saves’ I knew we would both be stuck there a while So, I gave her my best gold tooth smile As I made my way across the room It sounded like a sonic boom She said buddy just get out of my face Chorus Baby don’t write me off like that so fast I got a love that was made to last Baby don’t write me off like that this time Cause guys like me are hard to find Verse 2 So, I decided to take a Sunday ride Feeling great to be alive And I watched her from the back of the bus She was reading a trashy paperback Seemed unaware of my surprise attack As I made my way down the isle of love Well I sat myself down next to her Put my hand on her knee and whispered in her ear She turned around and I hit the ground, I wonder what kind of woman I found It’s not turning out to be a good year Verse 3 Now I’m not one to give up On a girl with a mild hang up So, I followed her when she left the bus I new she really wanted me But girls like her ain’t so easy So, I had to look inconspicuous I was behind her at the bank When she said hit the floor my heart just sank But as you point that gun right at my nose My love for you just grows and grows I think its time to talk real, talk real, talk real Outro Guys like me are hard to find We won’t be hanging round this dirty little town forever Guys like me are hard to find But we can find you baby any time Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copyright 2020
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ROLL THE DICE Verse 1 Can’t handle not knowing where we stand at the end of the road without a plan. Always knew we’d wind up in this spot with our future all tied up in knots. It’s a tough situation not knowing what to do. But I know we can work it out ‘cause we ain’t got much to lose. Chorus Come on baby roll the dice. Close your eyes and don’t think twice. It ain’t hard to make this bet. ‘cause I don’t think we’re done quite yet. Come on honey just take a hit. It’s too soon to fold and quit. Who knows you may flip an ace. Win it all, disappear without a trace. Not ready to, give up quite yet. Just trying to find a way to keep us together. Verse 2 I don’t know how this all plays out but you can’t bluff and beat the house. Or run away to find romance ‘cause life is still a game of chance. It’s a tough situation not knowing what to do. But I know we can work it out ‘cause we ain’t got much to lose. Bridge Double down Deal the cards It’s time to go for broke I’m all in To win it all There’s no way we’ll ever bust and break apart ‘cause I know what your heart will say. There’s no way we’ll bust and break apart ‘cause I still have one card left to play. And its gonna be our lucky day. Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copyright 2020
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LAST GUNFIGHTER Verse 1 Thought you had me surrounded down in Mexico Yeah, I left four men dead out in the streets of El Paso I’ve taken some time off to head south of the Rio Grande ‘cause sheriff and his posse want to see me shot or hanged Never going to get me With that team of losers after me Don’t care how many ‘Cause when the smoke clears you can drag them from the street Chorus I want to tell you a story. Bet you never heard bout those men that I shot before I got here Well I ain’t bragging, It’s just a matter of fact you’ll be dead by the count of five ‘cause there’s no faster gun alive Verse 2 Learned my skills from robbing banks and trains Started riding shotgun for Frank and Jessie James The best train robbery is when rich folk all go broke And we leave each town in a cloud of fresh gun smoke Never going to catch me With your team of losers after me Don’t care how many ‘cause when the smoke clears you can drag them from the street Chorus I want to tell you a story. Bet you never heard bout those men that I shot before I got here Well I ain’t bragging, It’s just a matter of fact you’ll be dead by the count of five ‘cause there’s no faster gun alive Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copyright 2020
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MINE TORNE ROAD Verse 1 Sitting here on Dickey’s front porch. Waiting for the last stragglers to come down from Hell Hole's obstacle course. The man from Bear Mountain Bridge called and said "hold them" "The deal will take a little more time." Kerri don't run, Kerri don't hide. Take it real slow, let them inside. You were the one that set the trip wire and lead them down that winding path. Down to Mine Torne Road. Chorus Be careful where you’re going to now. Don’t turn around and look back, just let it go. Anyway, anyhow it will all be over soon, just do your part, remember “lock and load” and I'll meet you out tonight down on Mine Torne Road. Let's take it from the top You'll be the only one inside When they make the drop it's time to quietly slip back outside I know where to go, been down that road before and it won't be so easy to follow us down Mine Torne Road Verse 2 Crash brought two briefcases for the package exchange. And Cowboy calmed his nerves at the Fireside's Firing Range. And I just tossed a beer waiting for the light to change. Seems the double-cross is set as we all had arranged. Kerri don't run, Kerri don't hide. Take it real slow, let them inside. Say now you were the one who set the trip wire and lead them down that winding path. Down to Mine Torne Road Chorus Be careful where you’re going to now. Don't turn around and look back, just let it go. Anyway, anyhow it will all be over soon. Just do your part, remember to “lock and load.” And I'll meet you out tonight down on Mine Torn Road Bridge Sometimes the best of plans can go astray. I remember those gunshots, just like it was yesterday. I was on the path when Dickey’s burst into flames. Crash and Cowboy disappeared, and I never saw the frame. Verse 3 It's been 20 long years and I never went back But I keep reliving that night in constant sweaty flashbacks Now I'm down in New York City living on the other side of the tracks Where I've blended into the scene But I swear I saw you just the other day Getting out of a taxi somewhere by JFK So, I followed you home through the smoke and crowded subway To find if I just buried a dream Kerri don't run, Kerri don't hide Take it real slow, let me inside You were the one, you were the one, you were the one You were the one Down at Mine Torne Road Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copyright 2020
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Strung Out 04:21
STRUNG OUT Verse 1 I feel so strung-out with the early morning blues I just can’t get up and face the day I feel so strung-out and I don’t know what to do Can’t imagine living this life Strung-out without you Verse 2 I feel so burned out and I can’t get my mind off you My brains so messed up that I can’t think straight I feel so burned out and I don’t know what to do I can’t imagine living this life Burned out without you Chorus And those cravings won’t go away I want you more and more every day I feel like I’m just barely holding on I feel so strung-out since you have gone away Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copyright 2020
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DO YOU KNOW MY NAME Verse 1 Desert sky is turning black Just like that big old lump of coal in my chest I fear a tornado’s gathering strength God’s giving me one more test Its forty days since I gave it up And left to chase the wind But all hells about to erupt And pull me back again Do you know my name? Do you even know my name? Well I don’t want to be your hero no more Every time I try to quit, it always winds up like before So pass me the hooch it’s now or never Verse 2 Black Rain is been building up And I can’t quench my thirst I feel my eyes about to pop And my brains about to burst But I ain’t going to crash and burn I don’t give a damn Someone else can take my turn This ain’t the holy land Do you know my name? Do you even know my name? Well I don’t want to be your hero no more Every time I try to quit, it always winds up like before Chorus So pass me the hooch it’s now or never Take me down from this cross Here I come again to save the day But no matter how hard I try, I can’t to save the both us Bridge I’m the anti-hero Living in the twilight zone And I’m the all-time loser That’s why I drink alone I’m going to the dessert Where it feels like I’m living in Hell Cause I’m not the perfect hero Everyone thinks they know so well Verse 3 Let me out of this Dark Cell And point me towards the nearest bar If you need me to fight some Demons from Hell You’ll need to fill the empty tip jar The monkey was on my back Long before we met So I’ll sing you a song for the courage And then the Devil can pay my debt Written by Tom Ciurczak Copyright 2020
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DOWN AND OUT IN LA Verse 1 I'm standing here thinking by the side of the road Times change fast, your life can implode My world fell apart once we were through Now I'm holding a sign saying' "I'll work for food" I want to be down in T.J. dancing with the senoritas Where life just goes reel slow and I can try to forget, but I can't. We let something come between us You ran out on me It's just a matter of trust Chorus Say you love me, but you don't Say you will, but you know you won't There was a time when love was in your eyes And I thought twin heartbeats never lied Was it real, or just pretend? Did you plan this bitter end? How could you do it, throw it all away Was it so easy just like two kids at play? You stole my heart and it stung Like a Manta Ray Verse 2 Cars pass by and I get that empty stare But bless them all and say the Lord ’s Prayer Nighttime comes and I change my plans I search your trash for aluminum cans I want to be down in T.J. dancing with the senoritas Where life just goes reel slow and I can try to forget, but I can't. We let something come between us You ran out on me It's just a matter of trust Pre-Bridge And every night when I sleep in the Mission I still see your eyes Looking through the way they use too I need to show you, I can make it, I am still alive I'm alive Bridge In every city there are others like me It always seems like we've hit rock bottom But we all use to be like you are We lost our lives and we've fallen too far You can find us on freeway off ramps holding up signs saying "will work for food" You can find us on any street corner hustling spare change with holes in our shoes. Outro All this time alone again With no shelter overhead And I remember the good times Before I was left for dead And the dreams of a better tomorrow fade Fade with the days gone by As I count up all my nickels And I dine on cold French fries And I'm searching for a reason Why I am still alive Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copyright 2020
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SUNNY CAME BACK Verse 1 Thought I forgot about you long ago and that was ok until you turned up in the bar, I go last evening. So, I looked around for the back door out in case I needed to run. Didn’t think I’d see you around here anymore Chorus Seems so long ago that I met you at the lost and found. Never thought you’d burn it all down on me. And all those days gone by right now, it doesn’t seem so very long ago. Since you opened up your heart and set me free. Verse 2 And you came straight toward me with that look on your face that I remember so well. I knew right then all hell was about to break loose. So, I looked around for a quick escape But the door was locked. Same old shit seems I always lose. Bridge I know there must be something wrong with me. I was just your monkey on a chain. Girls that play with matches are probably insane. I tried, I tried. I tried ---but you keep coming back. Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copywright 2020
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FACES IN THE CROWD Verse 1 I look for faces in the crowd I realize it’s been a long time That I’ve been away from here And all the faces aren’t as clear And all those nickel dime affairs While I was stuck in solitaire You thought you’d find your millionaire You thought I wouldn’t even care But it was all so long ago And now I’m back out on parole I bet it comes as some surprise I never could forget those lies They were the ones that I believed Those Poison darts aimed to deceive It all exploded way too loud Now I search for faces in the crowd Chorus We all grow old We all do hard time In our own different ways If I get a chance to do it over Would anything have changed? I guess the answers still blowing in the wind But all those days gone by You were always in a hurry All those days you had a secret plan All those days gone by You were always in a hurry Always chasing after another man Verse 2 know you’re at the same old bars ‘cause all you veterans have war scars Still trying to hook up with Mr. Right Even for just one lonely night And all the chasing the winner’s purse Seems to have come along with a curse It snuck up on you day by day The lines on your face give it away So should stay or should I bother I’ve only got a couple of Dollars It’s enough to get in trouble again The Whiskey man still my good friend But in the end we were never here Just a fading memory from too cheap liquor and beer I just wanted some kind of final reprieve One more lie I could believe Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copyright 2020
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Winter Highland Falls Verse 1 This town died so long ago. No one noticed because it died so slow. Board it up, burn it down The good jobs have moved over seas. Grab all the things you need Wendy and run away with me. Chorus All right Wendy take me by the hand. Head out in the night Find your Neverland. Hold tight Wendy never let me go. It’s a rollercoaster ride down the back roads to the lost world of “Rock and Roll”. Verse 2 This town never saw it coming. This town is full of ghosts. No time left the clock is ticking. Its time to hit the road. Board it up, burn it down. All the good jobs moved over seas. Grab all the things you need Wendy and run away with me. Verse 3 This town is like so many others. Grew old and lost the race. This town became so boring. We got to get out of this place. Board it up, burn it down. The good jobs moved over seas. Grab all the things you need Wendy and run away with me. Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copywrite 2020
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TOP OF THE WORLD Verse 1 Stop, look around, never thought, but it happened once before. Eyes open wide still I walked quiet blindly through your door. Breaking down the barriers that it took so long to build. Made me wake up all at once and shout. Chorus Look at me Ma I’m on top of the world. I’m in love with a gorgeous girl. Look at me now I’m on top of the world. I’m in love with a beautiful girl. Verse 2 Mind spinning ‘round, wondering why I get so damn confused. Hearts beating faster, butterflies, just want to know the truth. You pulled me out of the darkness, and you took me by the hand Made me wake up all at once and shout Chorus Look at me Ma I’m on top of the world I’m in love with a gorgeous girl Look at me now I’m on top of the world I’m in love with a beautiful girl Bridge Now I’m wondering what to do. How to escape this life and save me and you. Love enters with a shout but leaves in a soft whisper. Don’t know if I can say goodbye. Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copyright 2020
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Ishmael 07:53
ISHMAEL Verse 1 Call me Ishmael I got a story to tell I’m the lone survivor Of the Jimenez Cartel I was captured up the Yucatan Drugged and stuffed in a big old mason jar Taken to some Narco Ranch Their leader thought he was Pablo Escobar. Chorus Jesus is watching Jesus is near In the heart of the Jungle I stand tall with no fear Verse 2 There were so many cages I don’t know where to start I couldn’t tell if they were smugglers or cannibals They were using every part At night they’d sit around a camp fire Act like nothing was wrong Passing the tequila And they’d all sing Mariachi songs Chorus Jesus is watching Jesus is near In the heart of the Jungle I stand tall with no fear Bridge She creeps through the high grass, see’s everything Waiting for the right time when it’s her turn Then it all exploded like a cheap Meth Lab, and I escaped to the highest branch It looked like the last days with Ahab on the Pequod From up above the carnage and mayhem tore through the Narco ranch Everyone was running around like chickens with their heads cut off We all need someone we can count on We all need someone we can count on Verse 3 I didn’t see anything left alive After that there’s not much more for me to tell The last thing I heard before I flew away Is that Pablo said he’d chase that cat to the gates of hell Chorus Jesus is watching Jesus is near In the heart of the Jungle I stand tall with no fear Written by Tom Ciurczak, Copyright 2020

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released July 23, 2020

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Tom Ciurczak Los Angeles, California

For fans who enjoy the music and lyrical style of Bruce Springsteen, Elvis Costello and Steve Earle. And for those who like songs about colorful characters and stories with with surprise third act twists. Then Tom Ciurczak’s new CD "Call me Ishmael” is a great choice for you. ... more

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